Clearly to spend my life going on a crusade of judgment against the hatred of the church would be to be just like the church, and I would spend my life in battle with people that are full of hatred and judgment would not be a reality of joy to me.

That said, something has shifted in me. This is expressed in the 'Telling People Where To Stick It' video or more spiritually put - Choosing Spiritual Reflection over Spiritual Protection.

So I do not have a desire to directly engage the church. My desire is to broadcast a message of freedom that will aid those that are resonant to be more free, and for many that will involve leaving the energies that the church embodies. You can't separate them, they are intimately connected.

However. what I have discovered is that if you do that then you are going to get attacks from the church which I receive in emails and YouTube comments (shortly all being disabled). Previously I have not responded to these and certainly I do not intend to personally engage them one to one. But what I am now choosing is not to ignore them, but instead to talk about that energy and reflect it back to itself, as in my experience this is the most powerfully transformative thing you can do.

Where I was silent, I will now publically, where I feel it as resonant within me, talk about the energies of the church. I will speak about how I experience its energy as that is one of my gifts, to translate energy into words. And as has been seen by my recent postings, it isn't pretty in verbal form.

This is not something I am saying others should do. It is a very personal choice for me in this lifetime. This really is one more than ever for 'take what resonates and leave the rest', perhaps see other ways in which you want to address different similar energies in your life.

So I would like to acknowledge that in my realization of this process I have shared and released personal raw emotion on this topic - emotion from the church telling me I am going to burn in hell for being who I am - for embodying my spirit. That is what I released in the start of this thread on Limitlessness Central.

I now feel much clearer. So whereas my personal preparation for release was mixed in before, what I am going to develop on my public path, is the ability to better and better discuss the church without personal emotion, but simply to name it and its energy, to aid others in seeing the tool of control and slavery that I experience it to be. To some it will still look to be a crusade against the church (though it will only be one facet of my work) but the internal experience for me is to be one of speaking truthfully about my experience of the state of the world today.

Who knows how this will evolve over time. But this is where I stand on it in this moment.

I intend to radiate freedom. But I do believe that one face of birthing freedom on this planet will be seen as the fall of the church. I have no judgment between creation and destruction, and if my spirit calls me I am willing to engage in either. To me they are one. They are transformation.

What my spirit tells me, is that one effect of my work will be to feed into the transformation of the Christian faith on earth. Whether that is experienced by others as creation or destruction is not a concern to me.

I Am the church transforming.

Namaste
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